Decisions, Decisions

I have trouble making decisions for small things like the food I want to order. When it comes to big things I don’t have trouble anymore, I simply can’t make any. I mean how can you make a big decision that would affect all your life? How can you decide to get married to someone? In one instant you can ruin your life by saying “yes” to the wrong guy. I mean how can you decide to spend the rest of your life with one person? What if you regret it a week before the ceremony? What if after marriage you realize that the guy has nose-picking habit (You know, one of those who digs in their nose for a minute, takes out the little thing, stares at it carefully, rolls it, and shoots it away). Probably the only way I’d say “yes” without chickening out the next day would be a guy proposing to me while he has a loaded shotgun pointed to my brain.